jumbled thoughts.

Start somewhere. Pick up the pen and begin writing. Start somewhere, these words echo in my mind. Pick up the pieces of your life that have been scattered. These past couple of months for me have messy, but all the same they have been glorious. I wouldn’t change a thing about these past couple of months, there has been so much growth. I have been able to see more and more glimpses of Jesus. I have cried way more then I would like to admit. There has been some very humbling times, and some very joyful times. Just this time last year, we were finishing up our week and getting ready to go camping in Durango, Mexico. I miss Mexico with my whole heart, but there is nothing better than being right where God has you.

He has given me some new crazy dreams.

God sized dreams.

University has stretched me in way more ways then I would have liked.

Coming into this year, I was comfortable. Then God asked me to be uncomfortable.

Growth is a crazy thing.

Dorm life can be messy. Dorm life is also the best thing ever. There is hardly ever laughter not echoing through the paper thin walls, and I have made some incredible friends. I am so thankful for dorm 7. For each and every one of you. You have made this year one to remember, and I wouldn’t change it for a thing. Each and everyone of you carries a special part in my heart.

Okay.

This blog is more about an update on me.

There has been so much change. So much growth. So many tears. So many mini eggs. So many joy filled times where I start crying because I am so joyful and I don’t know what to do with it.

God has been super faithful, it’s been so cool to watch him move. He keeps putting words on my heart for poems, and for songs. For blogs and for other people. He knows how important words are to me, and he shows his love for me through words.

HOW AWESOME IS OUR GOD.

I realize this blog is a jumble of random thoughts, but I needed to get it out on paper.

Growth is messy, but all in the same growth is glorious.

Allow yourself to grow, because incredible things start to happen when you allow God to move.

I don’t know if you are able to follow my thought pattern, I don’t even think I can. Sometimes I go back and read my old blogs and am totally blown away by God and how good he is.

I wrote this blog instead of writing a paper, I tend to do that a lot.

Oh well.

That paper can wait.

If you made it to the bottom of this blog and haven’t given up, I applaud you.

Thank you for reading, you are a rad person.

Blessings and hugs and joy filled moments,

Nat